So far so good. I just got home. I just feel that my life so far is stuck on a gravity well. I might be doing just fine, coping, no big arguments so far though, no tough issues. But I’m barely surviving. I can’t understand – I just feel like I just took on the least appreciated job on earth. Maybe if I somehow become better and apply again to that company, they would allow me in.
I’m still developing, and at the same time doing sys admin tasks. It is a challenge, and I feel I’m better off this way – half neededed, half doing something else, and half splitting myself between boring and even more boringer work.
What is so boring? Perhaps it’s because I don’t have time to do the things I would want to do. a third of my time would be spent ddoing backups, a third doing organizing, planning, and documentation, and a third actually programming. So far that’s how my time is divided. and maybe a small percentage, from lunch til an hour after is my break period.
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